Nightmares & Daydreams ☮

The names Alex & I'm 16 ☮
Also im pretty single right now, but not that anyone cares right?


INTERESTS;
music, piercings, strechers, glitter, converse, eye-liner, friends, late nights, Skateboreds, hair dye, boys, girls, tattoos, paint, blades, glow stuff, lights, drinks, lighters, smoke, weed, graff, anime, pokemon ♥☮

MUSIC;
Story Of The Year ,Punk goes pop ,Pierce the Vail ,Sleeping with sirens, Tonight Alive, Paramore, Flyleaf, Of mice and men, Skillet, Parkway Drive, Harm Any
Or just anything that sounds good & has meaning I can relate to ♥

 

Just a few features of my anxiety

Me: *gets on bus* omg everyone is watching me and judging me and they're going to laugh when the bus starts and im not sitting down, omg dont put your ticket in the wrong way or everyone will judge you and laugh at you.

Me: *goes to pay for shopping* omg what if I dont have enough money? *counts money out 20 times* what if I look stupid, or say the wrong thing? am I standing in the right spot even? What if someone else wants to get past and im in the way, omg.

Me: *says hey to someone online* omg, they arent replying, holy shit why am I so annoying? what if they tell their friends how annoying and lame I am? Why am I like this, holy shit.

Me: *meets someone new* What if they dont like me and dont want me to be around, I shouldnt have met them, im going to be a burden, they're probably critisizing me right now, why am I the way I am?

br000t:

healthy-mind-body-me:

the fuck am i suppose to do with this

i have honestly never laughed so hard in my entire life

br000t:

healthy-mind-body-me:

the fuck am i suppose to do with this

i have honestly never laughed so hard in my entire life

(Source: boutchu)